Sitting outside on my back porch, my favorite place to blog. I haven’t been able to do this in a long time because winter time and all. The temp is 66 and lovely. A little windy for my liking but I’ll take it.
On to news. I had therapy on Monday which was really helpful. We talked about Visioncon and how I should have a schedule for those three days, which I’ve been working on. Just in case I’m down that weekend and have to go on autopilot. I’m hoping my up mood will last just a little longer into that weekend (it’s the 26th-28th). But in case it doesn’t, I’ll have a plan in place.
I had an appointment with someone yesterday to be assessed for disability. It was the weirdest interview. A lot of my regular background, how long have you been seeing doctors for this and all that, but also a lot of like counting backward from 100 and remember these five objects and other odd stuff like that that I didn’t expect. I don’t know how this is going to pan out for me or when I’ll find out if my disability is put through, I just have to wait and see. I’m not hopeful.
In ridiculous news, I tried to dye my hair purple last weekend. It failed miserably. My hair has some splotchy purple but it’s overall just a light reddish color. I’m trying to decide whether I should just bleach it all to hell and do what I have to do to make it purple or give it up and dye it back my regular old brown. I’m waiting a few days and scrubbing the current color out to see what it ends up looking like. I’d like to have something figured out by Visioncon though, which as I said is only a week away. So I need to decide soon.
I don’t know what to do with my day today. I need to clean the house. The dishes are piling up and there’s toilet paper all over the living room floor from where Dolly tore up a roll the other day. I finally finished watching Jessica Jones yesterday, which was so good but didn’t have the ending I expected. I don’t know what they’re going to do for a second season. I don’t have new stories to start. I’ve been watching Breaking Bad with Nicole but I don’t want to watch those on my own, they go to slow for my liking. I should probably just watch some movies to fill in the gap between this show and my next. I’ve been watching too much Netflix though and letting other things go by the way side, like the blog and my videoblog, which I all but gave up on.
In other extracurricular news, I want to jump back in to videoblog but at this point it feels a little futile. I haven’t been art journaling very much either, maybe just once a week. I do still go to support group nearly every day. I didn’t go much last week though because I worked at the shop four days. I should go today but I don’t know if I will. Oh, I could read today, I started Lord of the Rings, which I’ve never read (and no I didn’t start with The Hobbit, sorry) and I’ve made some good headway through it. I thought I would really hate it but it’s pretty good so far. I kind of speed read through parts of it, something I usually don’t do but it goes a little slow at times so it helps.
Oh, The Walking Dead came back! Sunday’s episode was super good. I didn’t do a review or record my reaction or anything, but I think I’ll start back on that in the next episode. I really need to set up a new blog schedule so I have a good solid foundation to build the blog back on. Right now it’s just a mess.
Anyways, that’s all for now. If you’re still reading these sporadic posts thank you so much. Hopefully you’ll hear from me again soon. :)